Another Fabricated Self-Portrait

… Because it obviously doesn’t know what the fuck its doing.  I honestly don’t know how such a determined girl can get so off track.  Get yourself together girl! If you want something go get it.  If this is what you truly want then why do you keep inhibiting yourself from reaching your goal?  I don’t know what I need to do to get focused but it needs to happen.  I’m sick and tired of wanting instead of taking the steering wheel and actually doing.  FUCK IT! Stop thinking and just go for it! All you’re doing is wasting time that can get you closer to your goal.  Now is the time.  Do it.