Another Fabricated Self-Portrait

But there just literally is not enough time in the day. Next semester I am definitely not taking as many English classes.  I have taken 3 upper level English classes each semester for three semesters in a row. I just don’t have the drive right now.  I know this sounds awful but I would rather be doing anything else but this.  I KNOW this will immediately change as soon as I get my first okay grade.  But honestly I just can’t get the energy to do this work 100%. My mind is screaming “NO!” at the top of its lungs! If I keep this up I will only fail everything I was aiming for.  I really just want to get past midterms so I can get afloat again.  That way I can party, and go pumkin picking, and enjoy my kind of Senior year. I think I just needed to vent in the middle of studying lol so there it is.